Lost of direction....

I am lost....in this wide, deep sea......
trying to search for my direction...
i saw the light across the sea...
the light that show me the beauty in it..
my heart was whispering to me..
encouraging me to explore it...
but it was too far to reach..
if only i got strength and support..
i will bravely sail across the sea...
but there was only me...
in this wide deep sea..
i had lost my direction.....
should i move towards it...
or lost the chances to ensure that..
the beauty was meant for me...


while everyone was quite sure of their direction today...i was lost...
their heart fill with excitement..while my heart fill with uncertainty...
wish that i could choose the road that i wan...the life that i wan it to be...
wish that there is support from them...
the encouragement by them to ask me pursue wit my dreams...
but i doubt this going to happen.....
what should i do...
lost of direction............

Dearie Yumiko 21st birthday...^^

ok...i had been abandon my blog again..lolx..reli busy recently wit the CA homework!! and other as well....make my time not enough...hmm.......until today only can spend sometime to update last weekend event....=.=

Last weekend i spend my time in penang..hehe...goin bec for my dearie yin birthday! c how good am i...u gotta treat me good k...hehehe...kinda late for the party..hehe..anyway..i enjoy my time there...meeting my frens..n oso long time no c de darling sam..hehe..she is stil so pretty...chit chatting..taking pic of coz..hehe....

Saturday,go to tesco wit my dear sis and at nite yumcha wit my dearies...hehe....4 of us only...we go to oldtown....talk n eat lo..hehe...after that janice got to go bec d...me,wern n yin go for 2nd round at newtown...hahaa...actuli we cant reli drinks or eat d...so me n wern share drinks..hehe...

well..the time at pg pass too fast d..not enuf!! i miss puppies,family,frens...food..haha.....gonna stop here...wil blog when i hv time....tata~~

Stress.....

its all about stress..ya...its juz the 2nd week...i aldy feel so stressed up...@.@
how to go through for the next 12 weeks....the subject its getting harder...and absolutely the hardest....
today went to CA tut...a bit lost..but i stil able to catch something...
but when i go to CFM class....i feel like a loser...my mind is empty...i dun even knw wat to write when the tutor call us to calculate...i hardly breath in the class....
but i knw i stil have to go through no matter wat...its juz that i reli hate stress...hmmm....
work harder!!

bad dream......

haiz...its kinda weird but it happen to me once in a blue moon....do u ever dream of something that make u hurt til crying in the dreams and when u wake there reli tears? hmm...i hate those dreams...i will be very sad when wake up...and this totally spoilt my mood....recently it happens quite often..in these 2 weeks,i had this kinda dreams 2 or 3 times....the worse is the story got some continuous about some matter and the character in the dreams is the same...but i not gonna talk bout it...its juz i reli dont like the dream....can i hv a good sleep wit sweet dreamsss....hmmmm.....no tear in dreams again...

New sem...and oso last sem~

Had been abandon my blog for quite sometimes d..haha..mayb there is nothing much to write..hmm..i m bec in kl for the new sem...and tis gonna be last sem too....time fly....so fast that u don reli realise it.....cant think wat my life gonna be after finish my studies...no more study life...more n more in working life....sad...but again we need to grow rite..we not goin to be student forever...we hv future...more n more to experience......

And i hope i will try to enjoy to the fullest of my studying life...although this sem seem to be the thoughest 1 but we should enjoy too rite..hehe...i wish it to be a memorable 1...those memory that will surely bring a smile on the face when we looking bec one day...

let us work hard together n enjoy together my frens~! all the best!^^

New hairstyle + gathering wit my girls~!!

Friday

2 Oct 2009

Gonna end my holiday on Sunday....Monday a new sem begin....i decided to hv a change wit my hairstyles...finally i cut my fringe..haha...alwiz lack of courage to cut it..and some hairstylist don reli wanna help me cut it coz they say not reli suits me..but i wanna hv a try...n this hairstylist said stil look ok if i cut...so thats it...fringe..hahaha...well..i oso highlighted my hair...mayb can be seen under the sunlight.....because when i took pic of my hair, it looked black in colour....zzzzz......

New hair~

after get my hair done...i rushed for the gathering wit my girlsss..so excited coz we hardly gather together....we went to sega fredo autocity...i guess our table was the most noisy 1..haha...hope they do not black listed us for being noisy..hahaha......doesnt feel so happy being wit frens for such a long time...they r my sweetest frens ever! hehe....reli enjoy going out wit them...and we oso bought a cake to celebrate everyone birthday together! that is because we had missed a lot of birthday party due to study in different area....a lot of pic taken but cant upload it yet coz the pics were taken by felicia's dslr.....hehe.....will upload in my facebook soon...stay tuned!

U c chie face...hahaha

tis is nice! but forgot wat name d...hehe

Our birthday cake! hehe...forever 21~

Me n dearie chie~

Me n dearie peik see~

My dearies from left peik see,wern,chie n yin~

Friendsip forever galsss!! our friendship last a lifetime!^^

lunch wit ex boss n colleague+movie wit good fren~

Thursday

1 Oct 2009

Got a call from the clerk,nadia at 12 sumting...asking for lunch...omg..haha..i stil on my bed la...actuli i was the 1 suggest for lunch...hahaha....she told me boss is coming together for lunch..oppsss...nervous...faster wake up n get everything prepared then headed to office....went to Ujung Batu for malay food...suggested by nadia...i love the fish..nice...haha...hv some conversation with boss n colleague....then went up to the office and hang at there a while chit chatting wit the clerk...hehe...actuli plan to visit them during these semester break..and finally i make it..^^

At nite..movie with my good fren! hehe.....we went to watch tsunami...i reli feel that this movie very nice....its very touching and let u c how teribble tsunami is.....so many live taken away and so many building destroyed.....haiz...pity....the movie oso hv some funny n sweet part....=)

worth watching.....after movie,we went to tomyam in raja uda! hehe..i love the tomyam there....satisfied~~~

Sakae Sunway Carnival~~

Went to Sakae Sunway Carnival for dinner wit my family...din take much photo....

Pic wit my 1st sis~